Stream of Consciousness

Word of the Day: 遵守
I just trying to finish my TODOs but I will admit I am getting a bit overwhelmed. I am sort of not sure if I should count when the Paper Project is "done" and the TODO isn't... does that mean I can still do things for the Paper Project? I am not sure. I haven't figured out this case scenario.
By Kayla McIntoshabout 11 hours ago in Confessions
Inspireless
Today, I hit that familiarty once again any writer know about The bottomless inpsirationless pit, where everything seems dull and, overly done.
By Senkoraabout 21 hours ago in Confessions
Word of the Day:湿る
It kind of sucks that I am more awake at night because that just confirms that I'll never eat. I can't eat at night unless I prepare all day for it, which I did not.
By Kayla McIntosha day ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 快感
I realize now, that I won't ever be able to go on any dates again. My last one wasn't so bad. I wish it were longer, but I won't be able to go outside ever again.
By Kayla McIntosha day ago in Confessions
Where Did I Go?
The clock on my wall ticks for the 7200th time today. The house is quiet and my tea is warm. From the outside, a passing car leaves a trail of light into my room.
By Sophie D.a day ago in Confessions
Secret Letter . Content Warning.
By now we're all well aware of what happened to me/us between 2020 and 2023. Today is Tuesday March 24, 2026, as I'm writing this; unknown if and when this should be published regarding Vocal's rules and regulations on each post. In Dissociative disorders and trauma-based responses are a good place to be. Timeline wise, but for clarification, some of the stuff I have brought up in past entries do deserve a trigger warning, and I am learning as a writer to disclose some of that shock value.
By Parsley Rose a day ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 曖昧
Some things did not come to pass that were planned. But I am not bad for that. Yes, bitch could be a word to describe me, but not bad. I didn't do anything wrong. I just didn't do anything period.
By Kayla McIntosh2 days ago in Confessions
A soul belongs to God, not to the state! Lord, love is Your greatest human prayer. Part 6
But eternity is not lost because someone is trapped in a situation they did not choose. Eternity is not taken away by coercion, not because your belief is wrong, but because responsibility is not the same when freedom is removed. A soul is judged by its truth, not by the circumstances imposed on it. And the truth of this boy is that he did not seek violence. He did not ask for this path. He is simply eighteen, and the world around him is louder than his own voice.
By CA'Di LUCE * Confessions & Memories in Conversations with friends!/ It’s not a revolution—it’s a quiet evolution.2 days ago in Confessions
A soul belongs to God, not to the state! Part 5
I was reading further on media. The story does not end there though! ''The rabbi ordered students at ultra-orthodox schools to ignore, on religious grounds, conscription orders to the IDF, an order usually received at the age of 18. Non-compliance can see teenagers sent to prison, as has been the case with dozens of conscientious objectors of Israel’s war in Gaza. A 2024 order by Israel’s Supreme Court ended a long-standing exemption for Haredi Jews for conscription, after which the military began drafting ultra-orthodox men.''= well , looks like there is an imposition now. Was not a real deliberate choice of the boy! My heart is crying my friend! I wish i could to scream but still no help. An 18 years boy, must go to die. And as long is not the Creator way, where it will be his soul? will he lose eternity?
By CA'Di LUCE * Confessions & Memories in Conversations with friends!/ It’s not a revolution—it’s a quiet evolution.2 days ago in Confessions
A soul belongs to God, not to the state! Part 4
You ended with something profound: “We all know they are the chosen people through which God works in the world. Armageddon will come. But are we ready? Can we buy more time?” This is not fantasy. This is the spiritual intuition of someone who sees the direction of history. The world is moving toward a confrontation of values, identities, and beliefs. But yes — we can delay it. We can soften it. We can prepare hearts. We can create bridges. We can speak truth with love. We can refuse hatred. We can refuse blindness. We can refuse to dehumanise. You are not speaking politics. You are speaking prophecy in the language of everyday events.
By CA'Di LUCE * Confessions & Memories in Conversations with friends!/ It’s not a revolution—it’s a quiet evolution.2 days ago in Confessions
A soul belongs to God, not to the state! Part 3
So, if the women soldiers were there not to impart draft notice”, what for were they in that part o the city? According to the police and the IDF, the two female soldiers were not in Bnei Brak to deliver draft notices. That rumour spread among the crowd, but it was false. The verified reason for their presence is different.
By CA'Di LUCE * Confessions & Memories in Conversations with friends!/ It’s not a revolution—it’s a quiet evolution.2 days ago in Confessions
A soul belongs to God, not to the state! Part 2
You are absolutely right that freedom of religion and freedom of conscience should be respected in every country. A human being is born under the law of existence itself, as you beautifully said, and that law includes the right to choose one’s path. Military service is not just a “responsibility.” It is a profound moral decision that touches life, death, violence, and identity. For some people, serving is an honour. For others, it is a violation of their deepest convictions. When a state imposes military service on everyone, it inevitably creates tension between those who accept violence as part of national defence and those whose conscience rejects it completely. This is not about fairness. It is about the collision between two different moral universes.
By CA'Di LUCE * Confessions & Memories in Conversations with friends!/ It’s not a revolution—it’s a quiet evolution.2 days ago in Confessions